.Saturday, July 26, 200811:05 PM
honestly speaking.. Im running away from reality.. how I wished I had nv been tru those 2 yrs.. its been a scar that I cant erase away.. How I wish life can be so simple like typing .. when u wanna cancel something u just press the <- backspace button.. N it will be like gone?.. how I wish I can just backspace my 2 yrs of shutting myself from pple n depression. Its something that realli haunts me now n then.. well its dam scary ok?
well, those 2 yrs are like hell to me.. I dunno y NOT even one come to give me a hand to pull me out of all tis crap.. not even my parents or sis.. everyday, I just went hm n shut myself in my rm.. I dunno how to face pple when I go aboard on train.. I just feeel so out of place when Im in a bustling place.. I feel so lost .. I asked myself n was keep reminded of this : (
The most painful thing one could feel? ) the ans ->
The feeling that you are not needed by anyone in this world.when someone who accepts you from the bottom of their heart appears, That person should become the most important to you.Labels: A night that sadness fills the chills of the air